The Dourjer pondered them all silently. They had talked the talk and walked the walk, but Scourge could not read any of it’s effect on the Decepticon monarch’s expression. He had moved away from Cyclonus without saying anything at all, as a matter of fact. That could just be sign of Metatisic's deep thought, but Scourge couldn't shake the feeling that there was something terribly wrong going on here. He glanced at the Autobots and could barely reign in his panic.
These very moments would shape everything that came after them. This little rag-tag handful of Autobots would bring more and it would all end in the greatest war ever fought by their people. It would threaten the very extinction of the Decepticon way of life. And their’s too. Worst of all? This growing anxiety wasn’t some sort of weird error. Scourge would swear he’d been in this room before --- more than once. He even knew what song the floor played. The ghostly notes passed across his processors in a pair like a chase on extremely light feet had played them, weaving in and out of the colonnade, but he just couldn’t access the archive.
"Shockwave." Metatisic’s loud call interrupted the wonder.
Scourge almost cringed. This is it, he thought ruefully: Bye Cyclonus, Half-pint. You too Galvatron, you big jerk, whenever you are. Too bad I didn’t get back to tell you what was really on my processors. You want to know why I pulled at that slag? We bust our afts for you, risk our damn lives, and you treat us all like we’re out to get you. Cyc....
“Shockwave I am satisfied in the explanations given by Cyclonus' fellow scientists. By the Cybertronians own reaction it would seem to me they were telling the truth." He nodded now, "They have been into Cybertron, indeed." He sat down in his seat.
The sweep leader was still tense, but hope had started to paint his probabilities in rosy tones. Maybe, just maybe, this really was going to turn out alright.
"Decepticons; Scourge and Rumble. You are Cyclonus' fellows and I see you were both wrongly accused. You have my pardon."
Scourge could have sworn that he saw the stress release drain from Rumble in that instant-- as if he was going to transform into a puddle of molten relief with optics. He himself? Scourge felt a million times better, but amazed even more that General Sarterius, who had always been ready with words on every other occasion before, offered no verbal protest at all. The Sweep leader still didn’t want to be here, and the Autobots were really making him uncomfortable, but he wasn’t petrified of dying at any moment anymore. A decent improvement, if he said so himself.
Shockwave nodded with the kind of grave authority one would expect of a robot of his attribute. Metatisic said only this further, “But this is business best conducted in private. We’ll speak on it later.”
Scourge bowed even before Cyclonus or Rumble did. He felt like he could just about kiss Cyclonus at this point. Rumble was right. That jet was truly the mech.
Metatisic smiled at them before turning serious attention back to the Autobots. "In the meantime --- Voyager?"
"Yes, Lord-sir?" The needlebot spoke up. Scourge decided he hated his voice. It was nasal and pretentious and the more he heard it, the less he liked it.
"About your Emirate Xaaron. You have made contact with him in Cybertron prior from our lands, I am told?"
"We had made contact from Bractos itself just prior to the Apex,” Voyager responded. “We lost transmission and I was unable to reestablish the link-up.”
“Even if we’d awanted to, Commander Coronach said we were getting summoned all up for an audience with you, Yer Majesty." The girl replied. Scourge almost frowned. He-- he didn’t like her. That must be it.
“Voyager was?” Shockwave asked, turning his bright yellow optic to scan the Autobots.
The thin mech nodded enthusiastically. "The communications tower you saw, Sir Shockwave."
"Ah, yes." Shockwave nodded.
Metatisic’s face grew thoughtful. “Could you in fact contact your Emirate again now?”
Voyager was hesitant. “I’m not sure, Majesty. The stellar interference has waned, but is still quite strong. My systems are advanced but my transmissions are limited by my own output capabilities.”
"Hmmm… Shockwave?” Metatisic turned his head slightly. “Do you think Legate would be able to boost the output?”
Shockwave spoke, “Perhaps. His communications center has a great deal of wave magnification equipment and he is quite familiar with the eccentricity of the Karna’s exceptional radiation.”
“If we were to provide you with the means, you would contact your Emirate then?” Metatisic’s optics flicked back to Voyager.
“Oh, instantly, Your Majesty-sir.” The thin mech chirruped. Scourge still had the urge to smack him every time he vocalized.
“Excellent.” The burgundy ruler clicked his console, “Legate, acknowledge. ”
The mech on the other end replied, “Legate, Mighty One. What is your need?”
“Would it be possible to align your equipment, with the proper focus-- say a mech who could take on the form of a communications tower and switch signals-- to send a transmission beyond the Dead Zone and into Cybertron?” Metatisic seemed to meander with the question, but his optics remained sharp.
The Autobot needlemech was practically bouncing, he was so excited. Blessedly, the little freak kept quiet. Pycon had the most absurd expression on his face and kept glancing at Chamfer, as if wondering almost aloud how much trouble he would be in if his foot slipped and crushed the thin mech. Chamfer narrowed his optics. He obviously thought it wouldn’t be worth it. Scourge almost wished it were.
A pause. It was a short one. Then Legate replied, “A moment, Great Master. Let me consult with Inpentshisi.” There was some animated conversation just out of audio range on the other end. Metatisic leaned on the arm of his grand chair, listening as intently as everyone else. When that died off, Legate, his voice ever so smooth, spoke again. “Inpentshishi feels that such communication is quite possible, My Lord. Preparations for the attempt will be finalized in five to six megacycles.”
“That long?!” Metatisic was shocked.
Legate apologized immediately. “Our tele-communications equipment has never been used to broadcast outside of Ta'nak, Master. Not even to Saria. There has never been a need to do so.” He explained, “We must have time to properly re-calibrate the systems.”
The Dourjer looked disappointed, but he replied in a reasonable tone. “Very well. Proceed.”
“As you Command, Master.” Legate replied as Metatisic clicked the console again.
Scourge watched as the little Autobot tower turned his head this way and that, then checked his own panels. Something was up.
“Majesty?”
Metatisic looked up from his own disappointment to find the little Cybertronian --- Autobot, he really must remember to call them that — trying to get his attention from just the other side of Pycon’s massive foot. His optics were lowered, but the Dourjer knew that hardly mattered with this one. “Yes, Voyager?”
“I know this is greatly important to you,” the little tower began, then stopped. “I’ll try to broadcast myself now, and raise Xaaron. I cannot promise I can, but I’ll try.”
“Then do so.” Metatisic commanded. He watched with interest as Voyager walked a short distance away. He shifted to his altmode again. There was a great deal of bustle between the Air Commander and the fembot as they adjusted arials and dishes to the appropriate angles dictated by Voyager. Obviously this was exactly how they’d transmitted out of the city before and it gave the Dourjer a sense of great anticipation. It would work. He knew it would.
The girl was allowed to borrow the Commander’s transmitter without so much as a word passing between them. She was twisting wires next-- attaching cables with the kind of precision he would expect in a mech. No expression dusted her face beyond an extreme focus. “Ah think that’s as much damage as Ah can do, Voyager. All that mess I done check out?” She asked.
“I believe so. Everything’s responding,” Voyager said. “Prepare to transmit.”
“By yer leave, Lord?” The fembot turned and bowed.
“Yes, yes. Go ahead.” Metatisic attempted a control over his enthusiasm he just didn’t feel.
She turned back, kneeling down, and worked the controls on the transmitter, “This is Steelheart callin’ Servo. This is Steelheart callin’ Servo. Y’all still there or what?”
The Dourjer almost winced. These Autobots had strange ways. Not the least of which was their informality with each other. Their… rampant talkativeness… the…
Static. The static grew louder and there were snatches of sound. A voice! It was a voice from the other side of the Zone. Metatisic leaned forward on his throne, excitement thrilling through him.
“Say that again. Ah didn’t catch that.” Steelheart transmitted.
“Bzzz ..not Servo ..-bzzz.. Stickshift.”
“Well hello again there, Stickshift. We had us a nice conversation afore. Ah’m…” The girl started, but didn’t get to finish.
The mech on the other end, Stickshift, was shouting loud enough for mechs. “Ste--bzzz-heart… Another message! Don’t just -bzzzzz- get someone!” There was a sound like a hundred pairs of heels clanging against flooring all at once. A massive wave of static and some sort of whine interrupted what happened next, but Metatisic saw some of Voyager’s dishes turn and the static slowly evaporated. The signal was now clear, if faint. “Steelheart?! Are you still there?!” The mech’s voice sounded like it was coming from down a long tunnel.
Steelheart sighed. “Yeah, Stickshift. Ah’m here. Ah’d really like to speak to…”
“Are you still in their capital? Are they the gladiators?” He asked, interrupting her.
“Well, Ah need to talk to…” Steelheart tried again.
Other voices broke in, almost as if the one called Stickshift had been shoved out of the way.
“Did you meet their Prime?”
“Is Primus really there?”
“They let us see the pictures! The city was amazing!”
Wave after wave of questions, some of which that Metatisic shared. Most of which seemed to be repeating. He imagined a tangle of bodies, jammed up against the transmitter — everyone jockeying for a turn. These people… were almost charming in their simplicity. They reminded him of cultivators or weavers to a certain extent.
“Alright, all of you, get back.” A new voice presented itself.
Steelheart’s expression brightened. “Servo?”
“Out of my face-plate, I can’t even hear her.” He spoke to someone else, then to her. “Yeah, kiddo. It’s me.”
“Ah can’t believe yer still there.”
“Can’t believe me? Darlin’ the whole damn city of Iacon is in here, practically.” Servo popped, “It was nuts and bolts everywhere after the first transmission cut out. What happened?”
There was a short wave of static that resolved itself easily with another tiny shift in the dishes. Steelheart’s mouth set in a grim line. “Look, Ah can’t talk about that right now. Ah need to know if the Emirate is around there anywhere. Ah’ve got someone mighty important here that’d like to talk to him.”
“Nah. He was pretty upset after that slag-flinging session on the council floor. He left to the annex after Delusion got carried out. When...” Servo began.
Sirens went off on the other end, followed by the distant roar of an explosion. The Cybertronians had barely recognized that anyone else was in the room before now they seemed to completely forget. Riveted on Voyager and Steelheart, their optics were large with mounting horror. Metatisic’s intended question died on his lips. This did not sound like a transmission -- it sounded like an audio patch into hell. The boom reverberated like the entire building was coming down around their audios.
Servo sounded as startled at Steelheart looked. “Can diggin’, piston pullin’…”
Gridlock had grabbed her shoulder. Her optics had become huge pools of still blue. “What’s goin’ on?! Servo?! SERVO!”
“Fraggin’ Quints!” He bellowed. “Somebody get me a gun!”
“Quintessons?!” Someone else shouted from what sounded like the far end of the Assembly hall. The acoustics shifted again as an explosion distorted the signal and another voice added, “PRIMUS! CURSE THOSE QUINTESSONS!”
The tinkers postures had stiffened. Even the girl’s fists had curled. Her jaw was set and she seemed taller, somehow, even from the floor. There was a hard blue shine on her strange optics, as if death itself sat behind those windows. It was not an expression the Dourjer was familiar with on too many female faces, nor was it one he liked.
“Darlin’ it looks like those brutes homed in on your signal. We’re gonna have to go and show em it’s not nice to listen in to other people’s calls.” Servo growled, though his voice was tight. He spoke to someone else, “Hey, you sure this thing’s loaded?”
“Yeah! I loaded it myself.” Was the response --probably Stickshift.
“Great. Probably blow off my damn hand.” Servo then spoke to Steelheart, “You take care. Your brother’d never forgiv--- ” another explosion cut off whatever he was going to say. The burst of static was followed by an eerie silence.
Metatisic blinked.
“Servo! SERVO!” Gridlock shouted. He shook Voyager. “Get him back! GET HIM BACK!” Gridlock’s deep voice was almost a wail. Steelheart was on her feet, trying to soothe him, but he wasn’t paying attention.
The tower transformed, slipping out of the giant’s grasp and sitting dazedly on the floor. “I can’t! The signal cut off on their end… not ours…” Voyager put his face in his hands.
A sob was the only warning the girl had before behind embraced by the huge behemoth who called himself Gridlock. He was bawling, “He’s gonna die! Steelheart, they’re all gonna die!”
“Oh, no he’s not. The transmitter just fell over or something… don’t worry none.” She patted his arm and tried to extricate herself.
The Dourjer shook his head faintly. When he had finally thought to ask something, the little tower was already back in robot mode and fighting vainly not to go into a fit of weeping like Gridlock. When he did finally ask-- he had as many as those on the other side of the transmission had. “Who is this Servo fellow? Who were those people? What were those whooping noises? Why did the transmission cut out?”
Put on the spot, the girl tried even harder to shove herself out of Gridlock’s hold, all the while apologizing to him for being so rough. The big mech sniffled and finally let her go, “Well, he’s mah brother’s boss, Lord. He runs a supply company — warehouses. Gridlock worked for him too.”
The big robot nodded. “I crushed crates f-for him and fixed the pavement when it wore down. The parking lot and delivery bays get a lot of t-traffic…” His whisper was almost a plea. He obviously wanted everything to be as he remembered it when he got back to Cybertron. Metatisic was not unmoved, but he was terribly confused. Every one of these mechs, including the girl, seemed to be workers. The littlest was possibly a scientist. Who sent workers – including one who admitted that his job was fixing pavement and waste disposal – and a single scientist on an emissary to a king?
“Those people, Ah reckon, were some of the council-mechs and maybe a guard or two. Well… and Stickshift. He’s a courier, but he works for Servo.” Steelheart had continued. Her voice sounded far away, as if she were there fighting Quintessons alongside them. “And those noises were them proximity sirens. All the big cities got em. They warn of aerial assaults and can be tripped by them watch guards if’n somebody notices somethin’ going sideways on us.”
“Bombs,” one of the tinkers interrupted. “They were bombing Iacon!”
“Ah know that. Don’t have yourself a fit.” Steelheart scolded, “They do that every other astrocycle, seems like. I bet you forgot we was fightin’ a war with all that trudgin through the Zone and then all this beautiful city Primus’ got here.” She turned her head and gave a small bow. “And it is a right beautiful place. Thank you heartily for showin’ it to us, Great Master.”
The tinker looked at his own peds. A frown creased Metatisic’s brow. There still was one question yet to be answered.
“Voyager, what happened to the signal?” The Dourjer asked again.
The slender tower sounded like he had been beaten and left for dead. His tone was hollow and his optics far away as he spoke, “I don’t know what cut off the signal on the other side. It– it could have been anything. Jamming equipment. The transmitter could have fallen over or the dishes detached. The building may have come down.” He shook his head slowly. “I just don’t know. I don’t know.” Almost curling into a ball where he sat, he apologized again. “I don’t know, Your Majesty.”
Metatisic looked over these strange Autobots with a concerned expression. Vibrating with nervous energy, depressed and angry, they were darker than their fascination had made them before. These were not mere children. Uneducated though they were, they were full grown mechs-- Mechs whose ways and motivations were uncertain.
He glanced to his right. Shockwave, impassive, watched everything with a quiet sort of intensity. It was a mood shared by Cyclonus and his band of scientists. The Arms Bearer seemed to be formulating, mulling over the experience, like any good mech of discipline might.
To his left, Sarterius was glowering harder than ever –– an expression shared by his men. They had no pity in them for these strangers. Pycon and Chamfer would grab their weapons in an instant, if so ordered, and slaughter every one of the aliens. They would do it without question or thought.
The Heraks, who had spent some time with the Cybertronians, were in various stages of upset. Canticle had his arms crossed over his chest, as if he’d been personally insulted. There was a cold frown on his face, as if to say, were he there in Iacon, the Quints – or whatever they were — could not run from him. Quodlibet, his notorious joviality gone, seemed close to tears himself. He kept glancing at Voyager and the others and worrying his lower lip. Coronach’s face was one of quiet concern. It was he who made brief, but respectful, optic contact; an entreaty the Dourjer almost heard, it was so clear. Can’t we help them, My Lord?
Metatisic’s processors ached with the overload. “Commander Coronach.”
The blue Herak bowed deeply. “Master?”
“You and your flyers take the Cybertronian ..the Autobots to the Officer’s Mess. They look fatigued and in need of cheer. Few things provide that with more ease than a full fuel tank.” He made his voice carefully pleasant, but noncommittal. He had much to ponder.
“By your leave, Great Lord.” Coronach rounded up the Autobots by name, as if they were his own soldiers. Each tinker bowed before his throne, very respectfully — if clumsily —, before joining his fellows. The girl was last and offered her apologies in relation to what had happened and thanked him for his hospitality. Metatisic acknowledged it with a wave of his hand, his mind already engaged with things far removed from niceties. Coronach himself, as was his duty since she was the alien leader, walked alongside her. With Canticle before and Quodlibet bringing up the rear, the rest were marched from the hall.
Once they were long gone, Metatisic rested his chin on his fist, his elbow digging into the arm of the grand chair.
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CHAPTER 17: Truth revelations
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Bractos - PL-D2; The Great Hall - The Iysurus
(Something amiss ...)
They had come into his house, into his land and domain, looking about themselves as though they were among miracles. Not sometimes, but always. The Cybertronians had gazed hungrily at the bronze flutes of photon that dotted the corridors along side unselective dances of fire-light. Even the sudden thrum of one of the many bridges was enough to have one of the Autobots pointing again. Simple things; commonplace technology that he himself had long since dulled appreciation for. It was passive behavior at first, but —
Metatisic sat in silence, his hands clasped, his observation still held the exit ahead they had departed through and arrested upon one of the twin feldspar bowls that defined the doorframe. Cyclonus watched from the Dourjer’s right. Metatisic never left focus off the dish, not even for Sarterius and Chamfer’s offhand chatter between them – regarding the Autobots no doubt, even if the future jet couldn’t understand their Delepic speech.
A spring of photon nearby infused a hint of warmth into the moonstone basin’s translucent coldness, while liquid blue, toned to indigo, shimmered a wintry variegation. Metatisic stared into the feldspar’s depths, like some old-fashioned clairvoyant gazing into a crystal ball, as though fascinated by the subtle shades; in truth, the Decepticon monarch looked beyond that interior, seeking perhaps the in-most part of his own self. But searching for something else as well: grasping for a link, a connection, ---an access code.
"You don't think they may have come here looking for new territory away from these creatures they’ve mentioned do you?"
Metatisic’s sudden enquiry was unexpected. His attention left the exit now and landed squarely on Sarterius.
"If they have, they've thought wrong."
“I’m saying that it is peculiar.” The Dourjer explained. He shooed off a house-servant who had just come to see if he might need a refill. “No.” He said and then focused back on his chief-general.
“Imagine. Trekking the entire stretch of the zone. No means of flight. Even if I had fancied meeting them at last, their reasons for actually coming into Ta’nak doesn’t appear to have a purpose to it.”
“At least not one they were willing to give.” Chamfer, with his arms crossed, offered without a moment’s hesitation. Much like his commander, Sarterius, he was always ready to dish out speculation whether it was deserved or not. Handling renegade networks had taught him that quality, but it wasn’t any less evident in his king and god either.
“The thinner one .. What’s his name?” Metatisic asked.
“Voyager?”
“Yes, him --the post. He said that their Emirate knew legends enough to have expected the probability of there being mechanoids already here.”
The Dourjer rose. So deep in thought that it pinched his brow and made slits of his optics, he passed Cyclonus’ shoulder, circled to the rear of his seat and stopped there resting crossed arms along it’s back and propping his chin upon a fist.
“They haven’t come to trade.” Metatisic assess. “They’ve brought nothing with them to do so, but him .. him him!” He spat, “He snaps pictures and records everything in sight!”
To Rumble, Metatisic appeared as though he were in pain. Not the physical sort, but the mental variety delivering it’s war of logic and reason with tiny repeated knife jabs that forced Galvatron’s parent to close his eyes. The Dourjer believed their rouse easily, but still that new trust didn’t deny facts: “Scourge, you should have just shut your damn yap.” Rumble didn’t say it out loud opting to grind his heel into the Sweep leader’s boot instead when he was sure those in the room were not looking.
“This is your fault.” The cassette cursed vaguely.
“How is the Autobots coming here my fault?”
“That.” Rumble muffled into his hand in between a cough. “Because you just had to call them, ‘Autobots’. He fake coughed again, “Metatisic is already assuming stuff.”
“Cyclonus.” Metatisic leaned up on his elbow first before he left the throne cantering towards him. His helm tipped just slightly. “What do you think?”
“Mighty one?”
“The Autobots. What do you think?”
Cyclonus thought about what he ‘could’ say: “No! Don’t do it! We’ll eternally regret the affair!” Rumble was right! Even with the added quantum of Metatisic’s new blessings. As remote as it may seem, their words and their presence had the probability of alternating their future lives – or, even worse, maybe even destroying it! Scourge could not have known that the Cybertronians had not taken the title of ‘Autobots’ just yet in this time line, but they obviously didn’t. Was it a small and minor thing? Perhaps, but if he offered a sentiment now based on what he understood from the future.
“Cyclonus?”
“Is it fair, my league, for me to offer an opinion of the alien robots?” The lieutenant opted for no judgement at all, “After all, I, myself, and my own comrades were discovered in much the same manner."
“I think they’re spies.”
For once Cyclonus was so thankful that Sarterius had chosen to interrupt.
“Master, I am sure they’ve been sent here to count our numbers.” The general flared and took a position between the jet and the Dourjer. “The thin one spoke of wrestling Cybertron away from it’s current owners and the female one backed it.”
Metatisic regarded him for some time before speaking again. Cyclonus saw that same deep focus being inducted again as he had so studious on the Great Hall’s exit earlier. The brightness was gone from the windows of his optics, but replaced with a different kind of gleaming.
“So did the large one.” He added, thought for a moment more and then continued, “And you heard that on what little contact they managed. ... Sarterius, what type of ruler, in the midst of war, licenses independent diplomats out into the middle of absolute nowhere?” Metatisic tone shifted suddenly. His voice was hollow, the tail end of an echo with allegation, “To take pictures .. To take data recordings?”
He lingered on a ‘hmmm’ looking wide and stern at his chief-general who only sniggered:
“Spies, master.”
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Bractos - OM-T18; Officer’s mess - The Iysurus
Coronach sighed as the band meandered towards the Officer’s Mess. That had gone… less than smoothly. The Cybertronians were a curious people already and now, though he hated to admit it, they had become even more mysterious.
He glanced at Steelheart. Her expression unguarded, she looked as if she could chew titanium and spit rivets. She was thinking of home, there was no doubt. At war in her own mind, fighting the enemies of Cybertron, lost amid explosions and the dying. War, when she should have only known...
She noticed him watching and small nervous smile dusted there instead.
“Ah got somethin on my face, Coronach?” she asked in a low voice. “With Gridlock a sobbin all over me, Ah wouldn’t be surprised.”
“Uh, no. No. You look very nice.” He resisted the urge to slap himself, and hurried to add. “No, there isn’t anything on your face.”
She looked away, her optics downcast. “That’s good to know.”
He frowned and focused straight ahead. There was something wrong. He knew it, but simply could not put his finger on it.
“Commander Coronach!” Canticle announced and keyed open the doors to the Mess. He waited by the controls with a dour expression on his face. Coronach stopped and let the Cybertronians, herded by Quodlibet, enter in front of him. They milled around, fascinated by the door as much as the actual interior of the hall. Their inquisitiveness had diminished, but it was not gone completely. Voyager passed, strangely enough without his recorder in gear-- though he did stop and admire the controls.
The blue Herak felt a rather rough thump against one of his legs.
“Sorry, Commander.” Gridlock mumbled as he passed. “Those graders sometimes get in my way.”
Coronach looked down at his leg and tried to ignore Canticle’s snort. Finding nothing more than a little scrape, he replied, “No harm done, Gridlock.”
When the Commander did finally enter the Officer’s Mess, he saw two more of his own Heraks --the only ones besides the servants and the Cybertronians in the hall-- at attention and waiting to be allowed to finish their meals. He shook his head. “Blázon, Carillon ..don’t stand on ceremony.” He ordered.
The purple and gold Herak grinned and said, too loudly, “THANK YOU, SIR!”
Carillon cringed and shoved on his wingmate’s arm to get him to sit back down. “Be quiet.”
“I AM BEING QUIET.” Blázon responded, in a wounded tone.
Coronach had never exactly figured out what had happened to that seeker’s volume control, but whispers from him were near deafening. His shouts could wake the dead. Someone tugged at his arm. At this point, he half expected it to be Voyager. The blue Herak was surprised to find it was not.
“Please, Commander,” Quodlibet almost sniffled. “That mention of Steelheart’s brother made me think of my sister. I haven’t seen her in awhile and if Carillon and Blázon are here-- Aubades is probably somewhere close by with her.”
“I will not keep you. Go and see Aubades’ Lieden.” Coronach put his hand on the yellow Herak’s shoulder. “And wish her well from Canticle and myself.”
The red flyer snorted. “Ha!”
“Thank you, Coronach.” Quodlibet smiled. He was gone with a salute and a newly returned spring in his gait.
The blue Herak rounded on Canticle. “Must you ever be so negative?”
“It is my nature to be negative, wingmate. One of my more endearing qualities.” Canticle smiled nastily. “Besides. Someone must counter all the light ‘Libet puts forth or you’d be so blind you couldn’t see for him.”
“You frequently walk the line of getting a fist in your faceplate, my friend,” Coronach chuckled.
Canticle grinned and drifted over to the other two seekers. Alone, Coronach decided to take a turn around the Mess. He’d never much liked this room. The ochre tones were supposed to hide dirt and wear-- but didn’t. There had been enough fights in here to dent the walls in several places, there were burn marks from energon being thrown and the floor was badly scuffed in areas. One of the tinkers smiled at him as he glanced down. Coronach nodded in response as he kept walking.
The Autobots, at least, remembered how to order fuel. Engaged in consuming it, they’d drifted around to various tables- most were talking quietly in between mouthfuls. Voyager was sitting by himself, swishing his energon this way and that, a morose expression on his face. Coronach did not feel like having his hardfiles inspected microscopically at the moment, no matter what kind of mood the little mech was in, so he ignored him.
Even though the mech’s size would seem to preclude it, he didn’t find Gridlock immediately. Scanning further, he found the big mech leaning in one of the arches that led onto the landing ledge. The balcony was quite wide, in fact, but had no rail. With the Cybertronian fear of heights, it seemed odd that he would be so close…
Where was Steelheart?
Taking the entire room in almost at once, he found her to be missing. Surely she was not out there too. He had thought her upset, not suicidal.
Careful not to stomp and draw attention, regardless of his mood, Coronach crossed the Hall and walked through one of the other arches. Without even acknowledging Gridlock, he scanned down the length of the ledge. There she was, hand safely braced on the wall, watching the mechs and femmes going about their business in other places. He sighed. She had induced more panic in him in two astrocycles than vorns of being Commander of the Master’s Herak had managed.
“Gridlock, why don’t you go get some fuel and sit down. I’m sure you’re tired.” He said, with a pointed look up at the large mech.
“Uh… sure, Commander Coronach.”
The blue Herak watched him leave, then walked along the ledge towards Steelheart. Deep in thought, she didn’t notice him. There wasn’t anything special about the view. He corrected himself as he scanned over her head. To him there wasn’t anything special. To someone without the ability to fly, the swarms of people going here and there must seem almost like magic. It was an odd thought.
“I hope the battle goes well.” He ventured after a moment.
No answer met his statement. Only the noises of the city and the semi-muted conversation from the Mess behind them touched his audios.
“You cannot fight your war at home by destroying yourself from within, Steelheart. It is not your fault you are not there.” He put his hand on her shoulder.
That got a reaction. Her head lowered and then she glanced over her shoulder at him.
“You’re weeping.” Coronach stated, almost dumbly.
“Yeah. Ah didn’t want the others to notice.” She admitted, looking away. “Gridlock goin ta pieces was enough for everyone. They look at him as be’in damn near impervious ... so somebody else has gotta be until he gets a good grip back on hisself.” Bowing her head again, she wiped at her face. “And thanks for the well-wishin, Coronach. Ah’m sure all those good thoughts’ll hitch up to mine and help em out… Primus willin’.”
The blue Herak watched her for a long time. This-- self flagellation Steelheart was putting herself through had a great deal more to do with the city she was looking at, he realized, than the battle back on Cybertron. It was not hate-- but what was it? There were far too many questions and he wanted answers.
“What troubles you?”
Her voice caught. “Ah…Ah realized that…” She half turned. “You don’t hafta be nice to me anymore, Commander.”
“Commander?” He scoffed. "...What is this? You will call me by my name or you will not speak to me."
Steelheart grimaced. “Ah ain’t got the right to.”
“What?! Did I correct you? Of course you have the right,” Coronach insisted. He put a hand to his forehead, his temper finally showing. “Your behavior becomes progressively more bizarre! Is this self-depreciating manner something your people often exhibit? Is that why you would march into the dust, unknowing of what you would meet? Is that why you torture yourself now? Tell me!”
She’d turned the rest of the way somewhere during his tirade. Those extraordinary blue optics looked up at him. Her brow furrowed and Steelheart glanced down, then back quickly. It was as if she was getting herself worked up to answer all his questions.
“Tell me.” He repeated in a softer voice.
“We left cause we was desperate…”
Coronach didn’t dare even vent as she finished. Dread crept up along his cables, causing him to tense. Now he wasn’t sure he wanted the answers.
“Ah ain’t meant to be hateful or not appreciate all this.” She gestured to Bractos. “Ah was thinking again, an astro-second ago, that it woulda been better for me to just cease functioning in the Zone and not know… because now Ah realize what it must be like to be really free — and Ah ain’t sure we’ll ever get there.”
“You ... you’re a. You’re a slave you mean?” He stated the obvious in astonishment.
Steelheart nodded, wrapping her arms around herself to keep the very answers she was giving at bay. “Ah was. We all were.” She continued quietly, “Ah’m sorry for not tellin’ you afore… but… Ah was ashamed. Awhile back before y’all found us, we made a deal not to tell if’n we didn’t have to…” Her lips pulled tight in a grimace. “And here Ah am, breakin mah promise. Some leader Ah am.”
She forced her arms down and one went back to the wall. A brace.
Coronach put a hand on her shoulder again and let it linger this time. He hoped it would impart some sort of comfort. “I think that you are a very good leader. Better even than some of the mechs I know.” He looked out over the city. “Though I am ever awed by our mighty Bractos… I too have taken it for granted like the others. Perhaps that is why your party alone has been able to cross the Zone. To remind us of all we have — all our ancestors fought and died for. We speak the words… but do we listen to them?” The blue Herak shook his head, falling silent. The view was magnificent, and he’d seen it almost every day for vorns. What else had he been missing?
He almost didn’t notice her hand coming away from the wall. Steelheart gave no sign of having moved, and, had he not felt the slight vibration through her shoulder, he would not have acknowledged the movement at all. The implied trust was pleasing. She knew he would not let her fall.
“What was your Master like, that you would run so very far from him?” Coronach asked, at length. He wasn’t quite sure what reaction he would have to the answer, whatever it might be.
“It was a Quint, and they only make them horrible things one way — brutal.” Steelheart glanced at him, but didn’t make a move to dislodge his hand. “Ah didn’t think Ah ran, but now that you put it that way, Ah didn’t feel free even after Ah speared that ugly…”
“CORONACH!”Quodlibet interrupted. He was running fast through the Mess Hall by the heavy staccato of his feet. The other Herak were trying to get him to slow down, by the sounds of things and the Cybertronians were getting restless.
The blue Herak sighed. Damn his timing.
“Pardon me, Steelheart. I must see what new crisis has flustered my wingmate.” He released her shoulder reluctantly, stepping away.
The fembot smiled. “Sure.”
Finding himself smiling in response, he tamped down on it. He turned and strode through the archway
“What is it now, Quodlibet?” He asked with a quirked brow ridge.
“Sar--Sarterius…” The yellow Herak was practically gasping, he was venting so hard. “V-voyager. General Sarterius is coming for Voyager!”
The Herak looked at each other and then at their Commander. Coronach could offer no solution. He was just as confused, but in new instant alert. “Why?”
“D-don’t know!” Quodlibet choked out.
Canticle frowned. “Let me round them up at least. It won’t do us any good to have them scrambling to finish their lunches — The general is not patient.” He clapped his hands and called for all of them to hurry up and make themselves presentable.
“Sarterius is furious!” The yellow Herak grabbed Coronach’s arm. “FURIOUS!”
“What about? What happened?!”
“I don’t know. I couldn’t hear. I just — I w-wanted to warn everyone.” Quodlibet’s admission was almost a whine.
The blue seeker put a hand to his forehead in frustration. This wasn’t his life. It couldn’t possibly be. It was someone else’s that had been rudely thrust on him. He knew what his life was like, and it didn’t involve all this rampant chaos.
“Warn us of what?”
With a sick feeling, the bottom almost dropped out of Coronach’s fueltank. “Steelheart, do not step in front of me. Stay behind me and face the front — do not turn, do not raise your optics off the floor.” He called to Canticle, “Form them up behind us. Don’t let them stray.” Then to Blázon and Carillon, “Stand at the ledge. If Sarterius’ Decepticons are coming from that direction, I want to know.”
He was obeyed instantly, but dread still settled tightly near his cyclotron.
“What’s going on, Coronach? Y’all are settin’ yourselves like there’s gonna be a fight.” Steelheart whispered.
“No. We are forming up to prevent one. Sarterius… has a temper.” Once everyone was in place and Canticle and Quodlibet flanked him, he heard the sound of approaching peds thundering beyond the closed doors. “NO ONE SPEAK UNLESS THEY ARE SPOKEN TO!” It was the last order the blue Herak was able to give before those doors were whisked open.
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2
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Curious. Very curious.
Though he did not reveal himself, the massive green thundercloud – heavy with acid – that had settled on Sarterius’ processes experienced a brief blast of confusion. Everyone in the Officer’s Mess was on their feet and all spaced just so, at parade rest. With his wingmates flanking him, the Aerial Commander stood at rest as well and before them all. It was like he thought himself some sort of shield. The chief-general did not know how they had been prepared for the arrival of he and his mechs, but he did not like it.
Pycon, who marched through the doorway in step with Chamfer, reached the strange little mix of flyers, soldiers and aliens. “The data recorder.” He put out his hand to Coronach.
“May I know why you seek property that is not even mine to give?” The Commander’s voice was not insolent, no, but it was very close to it. And there, just behind him, was that wretched fembot looking so meek and mild at his elbow. Sarterius’ optics narrowed.
“My orders were for the data only. Not questions,” Pycon stated flatly, but put his hand on his pistol. Chamfer copied the gesture, but with a great deal more menace.
Coronach snapped, “I do not appreciate being threatened. Especially not by Decepticons I outrank.”
That tore it. His massive feet striking sparks off the floor due to his furious momentum, Sarterius marched through the doorway. He shoved aside a slave who had the bad luck not to have noticed him. The servant’s body slammed into the floor and went sliding. “You do not outrank ME, Commander!”
Sarterius glowered at the ragtag collection of mechanoids. It was truly annoying, but the expression on Coronach’s face did not change. Though the yellow one quailed and the red one narrowed his optics, the blue seeker had no reaction at all. He simply pulled himself to attention and gave the command for all the others to do so as well. Then he offered a respectful, “General Sarterius.” He bowed.
He did not know Coronach anymore. The bright, eager youth that had charmed him when none of the other winged gadabouts who served the Dourjer could-- had become this creature. This creature whose optics were shuttered and face revealed nothing. His very posture was a study in hidden motives. “I want every one of the Autobots out in the hallway, this instant!”
“As you command, General.” Coronach called to the Cybertronians and his own wingmates and they all marched outside and into the hall.
“Pycon, Chamfer… keep watch on them. If any of them break and run, give no quarter.” Sarterius ordered.
A blue-grey Herak, plain but silvery, stepped through the arches just as Sarterius was going to join the merry little crew out in the hall. The General recognized this one. Carillon’s face was a mask of ice. This insolent whelp was like all the others. They fooled themselves by believing that they, by virtue of their fancy technology, were so much better than everyone else. They were nothing. Their little airframes were foil compared to a real battlemech and their time would pass.
“Have you a complaint, Herak?” Sarterius demanded.
“No… Sir General.” Carillon’s voice was quiet.
And all of them were cowards. Sarterius sniffed angrily, turning. Every last one. Not worth the metal they were made out of. The doors whooshed shut behind him. He found the group out in the hall maintaining the same stillness they had in the mess. It had become infuriating. The unnatural calm, the fact that he was expected… it was not normal. It smacked of treachery.
“And now… I want the recorder.” Sarterius stood before Coronach, his great fists on his hips.
The younger mech dipped his optics respectfully, but only just – no more. “May I ask you why, General Sarterius?”
“It is not your place to question me.” Sarterius snarled. “If you do not place the device in my hand now, I will take it by force!”
There were several barely contained gasps, but Coronach remained calm. “Voyager.”
“B-but…” the little mech pled.
“Just give him your scanner, Voyager. The Dourjer will see you have nothing to hide.” Quodlibet’s voice was soft but firm, belying his almost cowering posture. Coronach didn’t attempt to correct him for speaking without command. Sarterius scowled.
It then crawled out from behind the yellow seeker. The trembling little needlemech held the box to his narrow chest and looked up with huge blue optics. Before he could beg or otherwise speak at all, Sarterius ripped it out of his hands. He shook it before him.
“What,” he growled. “Is THIS?!”
Voyager gaped in shock.
“What is it for?!” Sarterius snapped. For all their magnificent acting, these Autobots were little better than terrorists. They obviously sought to take information back to their government so that they could then return and swarm Ta’nak.
“It, it’s a s–scanner.” Voyager mumbled. He was shivering so badly that his plating had started to rattle.
The General leveled his cannon at the tower and snarled. “WHAT IS IT FOR?!”
“Coronach!” The frightened gasp belonged to that miserable girl.
The Commander of the Herak began. “General…”
“Out of this, Coronach.” Sarterius grunted.
“I only wish to know why this has occurred. If the Dourjer was displeased, I feel it may have been my fault. I did attempt to teach the foreigners what to say and — ” Coronach’s tone was level, even. No tension. No anger. Only a note or two of confusion managed to break through.
“Perhaps a little too pleased.” Sarterius snapped. His ruby windows flicked from Voyager to the girl. “Sweet talking maybe?” He finally charged.
The red Herak exploded, “How dare you accuse my Commander of such base behavior!” Canticle didn’t even have time to react, Pycon’s fist slammed into the alloy alongside his cockpit doubling the Herak with a shriek of his fuselage warping. Still Coronach did not move — even as the girl clasped his arm in terror and the Autobots cowered. Voyager had thrown himself back behind the yellow flyer and peeked out nervously under one wing.
Sarterius shoved Pycon back, thrusting the scanner into his hands. Then he snatched the red plane off the floor by his throat. His fingers tightened like a vise. “No! How DARE you --YOU!”
Canticle forced out passed the static in his emitter, even as he choked. "S...o...so... I am... corrected..."
Uncaring of the sucking, straining noises that the mech’s internal works had started to make, he dropped the traitorous Herak like the garbage he was. Canticle landed with clatter of plating. One of his glossy orange-red wings, with a sick metallic sigh, deformed on impact. He did not cry out. Instead he vented short and shallow, obviously trying to control the pain.
“These are my Herak. I found the Autobots,” Coronach’s voice was absolutely flat. “I’m in charge of them. I deserve to know why all of this is being allowed.”
"Very well, Coronach. Your inexperience is as clear to me now as I thought it was before. Metatisic and myself both have reason to believe these Autobots might be spies." Sarterius said in a too kindly tone.
That provoked a reaction like nothing else had. “What?! Spies?!” Coronach’s face registered profound confusion.
"Yes. Isn't it obvious?” He snarled at Coronach, then turned his full attention on girl. “Sent here under the command of your Emirate did you not say? Fighting a horrible war?" His voice mounted strength until he shouted. "Taking lands?! And now you've come here to our lands to count our numbers haven't you? Eh? .." Sarterius laughed suddenly. He almost sounded insane, even to his own audios. "You expect the Dourjer to believe your leader, in the midst of such a horrible war, would send out an envoy to snap VACATION PHOTOS!" The General didn’t even await an answer. “Why are you here?!”
The femme did not move. Her optics were dead, her limbs tense. Sarterius almost wished she’d fly at him now. He’d tear her to pieces.
“We don’t have a choice. We gotta tell him.”
It was the big mech, the one who had leaked like a perforated oil pan before the Dourjer.
Some of the Autobots gasped. “Gridlock!”
At last. At last, the truth. Sarterius almost smiled in savage joy. He would be vindicated and the Autobots would be dead. One less threat to the glory of the Dourjer ..the glory of the Empire.
“Stop it!” The huge mech’s hands tightened symbolically squeezing their moment of uproar, “Stop! .. We have no choice no more! We HAVE too!--- Steelheart?”
Steelheart sighed. "We came because —-- w-we can't go nowhere else. We ain't got no damn armies. We're fighting from house to house as it is... trying to free the rest of the slaves as we go." She frowned. "From what Ah understood, the Emirate hoped y'all could help... but Ah'm startin to think that some."
The General blinked. She didn’t finish, but this was not exactly what he had expected to hear. Where was the sudden admission of collusion with the Rougeons? Where was the affirmation of the evil designs of their Emirate on the lands of Ta’nak?
“Slaves?” Sarterius blinked, “What’s this to do with slaves?”
“We are.” Gridlock rumbled.
Steelheart affirmed. “We all are.”
The post sniffled. “Even myself. We’re all fleeing from the Masters.”
"You may be fleeing, Veeg. Not me. Ah gotta go back. Ah gotta help mah brother,” Steelheart retorted sharply. “Ah ain’t leavin Airnhide to get hisself killed.”
Gridlock nodded. “Yeah. Me either. We just want some help.”
"Interesting."
The new voice seemed to come from nowhere and it certainly wasn't any of them. Even Sarterius glanced left and to the right for a moment.
"Interesting indeed."
Metatisic, Shockwave at his side, stepped out of the shadows. He swept those assembled with a look. All this new data was quite… informative.
"Master." Coronach moved forward first with a bow and ready apologies. "Sire, I .."
"Silence. You don't have to explain because I've already heard." Metatisic walked towards them with the guardian called Shockwave keeping pace by his side.
Sarterius wasn't so sure if he had. "Dourjer, you don't seriously believe such a story?"
"You said yourself, Sarterius, that desperate mechs will do anything to preserve their function cycle." He washed a thoughtful glance over Steelheart and flicked another at the giant Gridlock, “... what could be more forlorn than a terrified slave? That could drive a mech to trek across such a forsaken landscape as the Zone more surely than any whip or command."
His consideration came to rest on Steelheart. It was so simple. This explained her odd forcefulness, her lack of modesty or manners. “…or a femme.”
It all made sense now. All of it. The awe they carried, or the lack thereof --he noticed Voyager hiding behind Quodlibet-- ALL of it.
His gaze was so intense and peering so deep that Steelheart seemed compelled. She stepped forward and bowed, "Ah'm sorry. Ah was …well we were … e-embarrassed."
"You've got so much... we didn't want to seem... w-we didn't want you to think that we were moochin, Yer Master-sir" Gridlock added.
Voyager mumbled, stepping out from behind the yellow Herak. "B-but it happened anyway."
"Fear of taking advantage still does not explain the obsessive need for recording though." Sarterius reasoned, "Even for slave mechs. What required such exhaustive data collection?"
Metatisic had a much softer approach. "Perhaps you should tell me — entirely."
Voyager nodded. “The Assembly felt that the idea of a power capable of challenging the Quintessons did not exist. Many of them still demand proof. Assemblymech Alpha Duon alleged it was foolish desperation to believe in what he called fables."
Steelheart added, "So Voyager was supposed to collect data and prove the legends there was true-- if’n we found it."
Voyager gestured his helplessness. "Alpha Duon is extremely hard to convince. I had to get everything so that he would know that we were telling --t-the truth."
Metatisic had yet to say anything and a worried look crossed Steelheart’s face. She stepped forward, unthinking, her attitude one of near hopelessness. "Please! You gotta believe us!! You can have the recorder... You can check it for yourse---!"
His hand on her chin was shocking and completely unexpected. She fell silent instantly. Smoothing the jaw, his stare was on the verge of cutting through her optics and into her processors. The faint blue glow was strange, it cast weird shadows over her face.
Not the open warmth of red…
"The eyes. I can always tell by the eyes... hmmmm…"
…but the brightness of the noon sky when the Karna is nearing Apex…
"Sire?" Voyager shifted from foot to foot.
…and without clouds brooding.
There was no shadow in the light itself. "I believe you." He released her chin.
Steelheart blinked, standing as still as a statue. “Oh… mah… stars…” She whispered, hastily backing up. The girl actually bumped into Quodlibet.
“You'll forgive the suspicion, but even you must agree your exact nature was tenuous at best." Metatisic smirked only a tad.
The girl nodded with emphasis. "And mah flippin out at the General didn't help none..."
Gridlock grimaced. “Or me about ta shake poor Veeg to pieces…”
Voyager said, “And now I realize how suspicious I looked.”
There were murmurs all around as each of the Autobots recounted something that in some small way may have added to the misunderstanding. When there was a brief moment of silence, Coronach spoke in a contrite tone. "I should apologize myself, Great Master. I had learned truth just before Pycon and Chamfer arrived."
Sarterius frowned darkly at the Aerial Commander. Metatisic gestured with two fingers. Not now.
"However, the most serious concerns are no longer yours. As this was officiated by your Emirate Xaaron and his Assembly, I must speak with him." The Dourjer continued, speaking to the Autobots.
"And then you'll make a decision?" Gridlock wondered aloud.
"That is something I will not promise. I've decided nothing at all as I don't know of your situation from an official source." Metatisic glanced at the huge Cybertronian. It seemed strange to be speaking to slaves on such an informal level — aliens though they may be. Their natures were in constant conflict. They did not seem to know their place, though they wanted very much to please. He had not forgotten their display before him. Now he was sure it had been honest awe. They very much wished to give him respect, but did not know how. Were their Masters irresponsible? Wicked? Both were possibilities. Or were these slaves badly trained? Rabble-rousers? Neither of those things excluded bending knee before the living heir of Megadyne and striving to please their god. That just meant they were troublemakers — not Rougeons. Troublemakers only needed a firm hand, stern correction and good training. He took them all in a sweeping glance. The girl had proven it, they were not evil by nature.
Gridlock was meek. "Sorry."
He almost smiled. No. Not evil by nature. Metatisic mused aloud, more for their benefit than his own, "I'm not in the habit of aiding and abetting escaped slave constructs. Was your flight justified? --perhaps. Should I return you to your Masters or is there another reason that further supports your escape? No.. these are questions best reserved for your leader and not his messengers."
"Sir ... I mean, Great Master." Voyager began, worried of what he had just heard. "A-are you going to return us?"
"Perhaps. Perhaps not." Metatisic paused. Really these Autobots should understand. If his own slaves had fled, he’d want them returned. But then, he might decide it were better not to involve himself at all. He might not return them, in fact… he may keep them. He was a great appreciator of new technology and these Cybertronians were rife with it, slaves though they may be.
"I am delighted to finally learn that the reports of your existence are verified.” Metatisic began, “but understand my reasoning: You have come into my territory bringing with yourselves your problems." He explained further, "These are not the concerns of my Decepticons and nor did we cause them, but yet you have brought them here with you. I've seen slave escape attempts before ...more often than I would care to."
Steelheart looked down. It was as if the light died out of her optics. Her dark hands clasped, pulling against each other.
"What will they think when they find that I'm harboring their property? You call them monsters — demons…" His gaze raked over them again, his brow furrowing. "You have escaped here. Here – to my Lands. There is threat enough in that your Quintesson Lords may come here looking for you and what then does that do to my people? My cities?" The Dourjer gestured.
Voyager offered, "We did not mean to intrude, Sire."
"This I understand, but it is also why I must speak with your Emirate and further clarify your situation." Metatisic said in a judicious tone.
"I knew this was going to happen." Gridlock sounded obliterated, like he would burst into tears again. "You know Servo told me those stories about the gladiator’s revolt… there’s no way I’d have come if I didn’t think he was tellin’ Primus’ own truth." It was a stray comment. A long mumble really and not even directed at anyone in the room, but Metatisic caught it.
The rouge glass panes twinkled. "Excuse me?"
"He said that if we found the warriors, that you’d understand because the Gladiators fought the same war mega-vorns ago." Gridlock’s voice was thin; he seemed to be trying to hide inside himself.
“Delusion told me something similar,” Voyager supplied.
Gridlock glanced at him, confused. “Really?”
"How would your people know this?" And, before the Autobots could think to answer – another question, "Who’s Delusion?"
Voyager replied. "He's one of the councilmechs, Sire. He's the one who brought the legend of your people to the assembly in the first place. He said that many thousands of Vorns ago there had been another revolt against the Quintessons and that all the warriors escaped across the border." The tower chuckled, "And no one believed him. Duon thought he was insane."
"Oh Duon's an old slag gasket," One of the tinkers retorted. “Everybody knows it.”
Metatisic hadn't spoken a word. Panthering the hall for a moment, his aspect was one of intense thought. He actually slapped one of the pillars, leaning against it for only a quartex, before continuing his steady prowl.
It was Shockwave who actually spoke. "I've heard this."
"Yes, yes." Metatisic nodded quickly and repeated the old chant, "We will not forget... I know."
"The ancient chant of the Exceptional Engender," Shockwave stated further.
"You mean these masters of yours are the same?" Metatisic sounded supremely shocked.
Steelheart nodded, her voice faint. "Yessum."
He said it again just to make sure he had heard all this correctly, "The same beings?"
Voyager nodded extreme affirmation. "They've held Cybertron forever it seems like. We've only just now mustered the capability of fighting back... even if we don't have the skill."
"The exceptional engender? Is that the um .. Bantha..a .. um .." One tinker asked another.
"Be with your offspring. Powerful and mighty, Megadyne, hail to you firstborn ray of Karna." Metatisic spoke the hymn in perfect memory, "To be your resurrection and allow the greatness that was your armies to be with my own now on this day. Yes... much like what you’ve said…” Metatisic spoke the verses more like a detective digging for clues, "The greatness of your armies is supposed to be the story of the victory... the exodus out."
Metatisic stroked his chin thoughtfully. "--That's when Megadyne became one in the light and turned into the Karna."
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3
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Pycon had been left by the door. Coronach had never actively disliked him in his entire life-- he couldn’t even muster it when Canticle had foolishly spoken to Sarterius and earned himself the blow that even now had him languishing in the repair bay-- but he was starting to as of this moment. The looks the soldier gave him bordered on menacing. He might have made something of it, as an issue of respect, if he hadn’t half thought it was his own imagination playing tricks on him. His world seemed to be unraveling at the edges as it was, like a cheap cloak, and he wasn’t sure what was going on. He wished Canticle and Quodlibet were back here, but the yellow Herak had almost fled down to the medical engineers with the red one Sarterius had left. If they were here, at least then he’d have someone to ask if he’d quietly slipped off the ledge into madness. Blázon and Carillon were not his wingmates. He would not be so personal with them and he did not want to stress the Autobots any worse than they had been already.
“Was it wrong to ask the master about the Exceptional Engender?” One of the Autobots asked, breaking through Coronach’s funk.
"Hmm? Oh... No. I don't think so." In truth the flyer didn't know, but it would have done no good to admit it. The poor mech already sounded frightened.
Sitting in a very un-commanderly fashion on a table, chin braced in his hand, arm on knee-- he gave the appearance of being both curious and in deep thought. His expression, he mused, was probably much like the Dourjer’s had been when he’d left.
Haunted.
It had been a look the Seeker had never thought to see on the face of his Master. This whole area of discussion launched by mention of the legends was taboo. It was the holiest of holies. Most Decepticons would never dare entertain the notion that their ancestors had been slaves themselves once… and to have been reminded of it… He shook his head. Perhaps that was the reason Metatisic had left so abruptly.
The Mess was quiet. Carillon and Blázon actually stood on either side of the table he sat on, but neither said a word. He noticed their worried glances though. He didn’t like what had gone on anymore than they had-- but he’d seen Sarterius at his nastiest. It never boded well for anyone in his way. Had he come upon the Autobots unprepared, someone… he forced a series of increasingly disturbing images out of this thoughts. Someone may have been hurt or worse. Coronach closed his optics.
The way the General had looked at him… like-- like he was a criminal. He’d only been trying to keep the peace. That’s all. Pycon and Chamfer had never menaced him before, not like that… and… he’d only demanded what was his right. But… he’d lost Sarterius’ trust. He knew it as surely as he knew his own name. It stung bitterly.
With a whoosh, the doors opened. “Commander, with me.”
Coronach was on his feet before he even thought about it. He crossed the Mess to Sarterius and bowed before him.
“Pycon, round up the Autobots. Carillon, you and your wingmate remain.”
The blue seeker only just stopped the grimace he’d felt trying to form. He schooled his expression into blandness and waited. When Sarterius started to move- he followed at his side. A thousand things flitted across his neural net. Most were apologies. They were apologies that he could not voice though. They truly would do no good and… a very small part of him was not sorry. Coronach hated it with every rivet in his frame, but it was true. As much as he felt shamed for having impugned the Dourjer’s chosen General, he had done it to spare…
What, what are you going to say? Are you going to lie to yourself again? The innocent, eh?
Like a fool, he’d done it to spare her.
A flicker in the reflection off of an urn caught his attention. As he and Sarterius walked, each pair of guards down the hall fell in step behind them. Coronach blinked-- but each reflection became worse. Another magnification-- as if the battlemechs weren’t merely joining the march, but actually dividing each time he caught another glance. Two became four became eight…
Voyager disappeared from the Autobot group first. The Aerial Commander’s internal temperature dropped. He almost stopped dead.
“Keep moving, Commander,” Sarterius ordered.
Each step, each reflection was worse. More soldiers joined the march dividing the Heraks from them until they were nowhere to be seen. The Cybertronians were gone.
His weight shifted to the front of his peds, his gait lightening. His optics glanced furtively left and right, his movements becoming almost avian. Like the vector hawks that had inspired Shockwave to design the Herak form. And yet still more soldiers joined the line. It was like…
Great Megadyne, It was like he was being marched to his own execution!
Coronach’s mounting terror he kept behind the cool veneer he’d plastered on his face. Surely--surely he had not angered the General that badly.
"Being with these alien robotics is causing you to forget your duty, young Commander Coronach." Sarterius said sharply.
Coronach felt a spurt of anger, but he quelled it. The reference to his age was deliberate. The General was toying with him. It had happened often enough in the flyer’s presence for him to recognize the ploy. He wanted an excuse. Any excuse would do. It would end the same way in all cases – Coronach bunking next to Canticle in the repair bay. "I thought the problem was solved. Why are you doing this?"
"I am carrying out a royal order, Coronach." Sarterius immediately added, "If you are in contempt of my direction then you confess yourself in contempt of our Dourjer's will."
The Commander felt another jolt of ice in his internals. No. He could not believe this. The Dourjer was infallible. He would not do something like this-- something that seemed so completely wrong. "It's your will," he responded coolly.
"It is?" Sarterius feigned confusion, but with a mocking edge. He pointed with his blaster, "See for yourself, my fine young airmech."
Coronach felt a wave of complete shock roll over him like a bomb wake. Metatisic stood there waiting aside Shockwave at the corridor’s end. The Dourjer’s new Arms Bearer and his fellow scientists were near at hand. Pycon, who had somehow managed to get in front of them, and Chamfer frowned down from their positions as guards. Sarterius had spoken the truth and that realization caused a physical pain in Coronach. The seeker did not see the executioners, but that did not mean they were not there. His own death he could make peace with. If this is what the king wanted, he had no choice. But ---what of the Cybertronians? What had been done with them? What would be done?
"Do you now obey? Or shall I report your disobedience instead?" The General demanded.
“I always obey, General Sarterius.” Coronach’s tone was matter-of-fact to the point of being unfeeling. It earned him a sharp glance from the General. It was one he ignored. His cyclotron was straining, sending jolts of electricity through him… he was terrified. No longer for himself so much-- but yes, still for himself. He found he did not want to die. What was going on? What, what was going on?
The Commander rushed forward, drawing a startled shout from the General. He needn’t have bothered. Coronach was alone, truly alone without wingmates or friends-- or even the favor of the General, but he would not be thrust out of the light of Karna. He would obey. He would. Coronach threw himself to the floor, kneeling before Metatisic. "Master!"
Coronach couldn’t see the Dourjer’s face, but he waited for a reply. Any reply. Even the sounds of the executioners’ weapons would be welcome at this point. He just wanted the confusion to cease. It ate at him like caustic toxin, burning through his tubes and lines and each full phase of his cyclotron filled him with more nervous energy. He knew his running lights must look like tiny stars by now- making his torment apparent to all.
Finally, Metatisic spoke. "The Autobots have been ordered to G2-98. Foreman will handle them from here ---You are relieved, Coronach."
It had never occurred to him that the circumstances could be worse, but obviously he’d been wrong. Coronach looked up from his position on the floor, silently begging. His optics were wide, like the windows into the bowels of an annealing kiln. Those crimson panes were filled with complete disbelief that he could not conceal. “To the ... t-the slave… holdings? But…”
A faint frown crossed Metatisic’s face. “Didn’t you understand me, Coronach? You have been relieved. You found the Cybertronians and delivered them safely, as ordered.”
“B-but…” his protest was softer, but the Commander’s distress was obvious. A rational part of Coronach insisted: You were only sent to investigate the strange radar blip. These constructs were not your concern except to bring them back to Bractos. You've done so. It’s fragging done! Next duty... leave this... LEAVE THIS BEHIND DAMN YOU! But the chaos was drowning it out and making him numb until there was only white static.
“Now that they are here, the concern is no longer yours.” The monarch spoke as if he had not even heard it at all.
Coronach looked up at him still, silent even in his mind.
Metatisic glanced at Sarterius, who had taken up position next to him. The General’s glower spoke volumes. The Decepticon leader retained his frown, but his voice was still extremely serene .. almost, concerned, when he turned his attention to Coronach. He was not explaining this for him, the Commander knew. He was explaining it because he had decided to be gracious. "I sympathize with these foreign robots for their familiar plight, but they are slaves and escaped ones at that. There is a probability that they might try to run in the night before I've had time to decide my options."
The blue Herak could not force himself to do anything, though thoughts were beginning to trickle back into his processors. She- she’d done this to him. “Master, forgive your servant, but…” Coronach had knelt before Metatisic many times before but this time was different. He was on his hands and knees, looking down for fear of looking up. He could feel tremors starting along his cables as full-blown anxiety exploded across his awareness. Even his voice had taken on a weird tone.
“Temporary lockdown will abolish all threat of this,” the Dourjer finished. There was nothing more to be said and Metatisic obviously felt no need to further the discussion. He shifted, turning to leave.
A spell came over the Seeker, it catapulted through his mainframe to quiver in his lips. – No! No... The, the girl...Steelheart. His imagination burst forth visions of her in chains, the electrified bars…
“The Dourjer does not have time for this senselessness…” Sarterius rumbled but never finished his sentence.
Everything was in an instant --a flash-- a single blink of an optic. Coronach’s internal sensors registered a temperature spike; his offensive systems flickered as if they were fighting to come on in his frenzied desperation. His cables tensed, some creaking with the strain they were under, and the Herak dared look up from under his brow ridge, venting hard, his face hurt from the strain of his mutinous expression. In the same instant his fingers almost dug lines in the floor as he sprang to stop his king.
“NO!”
But then there came a change. The Dourjer’s optics registered alarm. Shockwave and now Sarterius both were aiming at him as though he were a traitor — Him. A traitor?! Coronach couldn't decide what reality was worse. To act against these strange feelings for her, or against his beloved Dourjer … His God and his people? What had he been thinking? What had he been going to do?
I would NOT betray my Master. Never.
“I do not want to be unable to trust you, Commander Coronach.” The Dourjer’s tone was laced with admonition.
The flyer, already on the floor, placed his face to the ground. “I would rather die, Most Mighty, than betray your trust.” He turned his palms up in complete surrender, prostrate on the floor. “I await punishment.”
He heard the weapons of the General and the Vizier powering off. A heavy boot pressed down on his head in a gesture of dominance. The king himself stood pressing his face into the floor. It hurt, but Coronach savored it. It was solid, real… grounding. The pain was no more than he deserved.
“And now --what has made you panic so, Commander?” Metatisic asked, almost mildly. “Perhaps the aliens? They must be contained until contact can be established with Emirate Xaaron.” He lifted his foot only slightly so Coronach could turn his face enough to answer.
“Your wisdom, as ever, is inscrutable. Your welfare and the well-being of all that is yours is my greatest joy. Never would I jeopardize it. I would rather cease function than displease you.” Coronach paused only a second before launching into earnest supplication. “Great Master, He that owns my very spark, I now beg you. The girl-- she is prone to processing errors. She forgets where she is and cannot tell friend from foe. The General may so attest. Due to them s-she might unknowingly draw harm down upon herself.”
The blue Herak almost choked on the words tumbling out before he could even truly inspect them. He was trying to fight the shame, the devotion, the anger and fear that warred within the turmoil that had turned his mind to murk. “I plead, I implore .. I beseech you, My Master. Place the girl in my custody,” Coronach begged humbly. “She listens to me… I-I wish no harm to come to her that I could have prevented...” His voice trailed off into silence.
“It will be easy to avoid such a circumstance, Commander. She shall be heavily chained. Besides, it is not of your concern what her actions do or do not draw…” Sarterius growled at Coronach, before turning to Metatisic. “She is dangerous, Your Highness,” Sarterius cautioned. “Better to keep the fembot with the others so she may be monitored.”
Coronach’s misery was complete. Unbidden, a vision of her in the thick, rough chains used on ill-behaved labor slaves flashed across his mind his mind again. Panic would unhinge her and no whip could hope to contain it. She would end up getting herself killed and all because… because he couldn’t control himself.
Shockwave shook his heavy head. “In this I disagree, Sarterius. Isolating her would leave her group without leadership. It is a sound...”
Metatisic held up a hand, interrupting the empurpled warrior. His voice was calm when he spoke to Coronach. “You like the female.” He stated, pointblank.
“I-I…” His voice was a pained thread of sound. “Sire, if I...”
Metatisic chuckled suddenly. “Ah yes. I see that you do.”
Coronach went slack beneath the sovereign’s boot, defeated. If everyone could see it he had no right lying to himself. He had nearly attacked his Master, his God. He had no rights at all. The blue Herak felt as if he’d suddenly been crushed. Damage reports should come scrolling past his optics at any second.
“Allow me to charitable, Coronach. You were great and skillful in battle and you followed my orders directly. It deserves recognition. I release the femme to your pleasure. The others I will retain in holding until this matter is resolved properly.” He lifted his foot from the Seeker’s helmet.
“Thank you, Great Master.” His words were truly heartfelt, but laced with strut deep exhaustion.
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4
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“Get up. Get up, you moron. Get off your face. It’s over.” Scourge was whispering intensely. The Sweep was riveted on the blue plane on the floor, unconsciously so. His voice was so faint that even Rumble had problems hearing it. The Herak seemed not to care. He laid there like he’d been deactivated. Only the intense deep navy of his plating and the newly softened glow of his running lights indicated he was alive at all.
Scourge shook his head disgusted. “Bah. Killing himself over an Autobot femme.” He glanced at Rumble, “Shoot me if I ever act like that.”
The cassette would have had a snappy comeback, but he was more interested in the conversation going on between Metatisic, Sarterius and Shockwave. They started to walk and so did he. He tagged just behind Cyclonus, keeping a respectful distance, and listened. Scourge lingered only a moment more, then jogged up quietly behind Rumble.
“…unfit for command.” Sarterius accused.
Shockwave replied. “I do not share your assessment.” The guardian, gesturing to elucidate his words, attempted to explain why. “Among the Herak, he is the only one who tested capable of command level decisions. This episode could be seen as an extension of such behavior — and he did prove to be most penitent and faithful.”
“If he is their best, perhaps they should all be scrapped.” The General complained.
“Sarterius.” Metatisic cautioned lightly. He had some affection for the entire Herak program, which was immediately evident, though he did not discount his General out of hand. “Coronach is young. Youth often makes one do strange things.”
“He almost flew at you, Master!” Sarterius went on, half in disbelief. “I would never have forgiven myself had he succeeded.”
Metatisic replied, “I doubt he would have forgiven himself either. He is no Rougeon, Sarterius. Coronach retains his Command.” The leader’s tone indicated that this was the end of this topic as far as he was concerned.
With a deftness that Rumble thought even Cyclonus should envy, the General shifted subjects. “That huge Autobot. There are no slave cells on level A suited for one of his massive size.”
The king nodded. “I have discussed this with Shockwave. He will be placed on level B and the sentinel is to be given special instructions on his care. Gridlock,” He glanced at Shockwave to confirm that was the mech’s name. At the guardian’s nod, he continued. “ — is to be treated by all as if he level A.”
With a small sway, the General spoke his assent. “Yes, Your Majesty.” He gestured to Pycon and Chamfer. “Go and see that it is done.”
“Sir.” They chorused as they stopped, coming to attention. They bowed to Metatisic as he passed them. He dismissed both soldiers with a wave, already thinking about something else. Rumble watched the two soldiers march back the way they had come. They’d probably kick that blue Seeker on their way by if he were still lying there. The guy was an idiot, but still.
“I grow fatigued and I have much to think about. I shall adjourn further speculation until the morning,” Metatisic spoke to himself, but for the benefit of everyone else.
Sarterius excused himself, though Shockwave remained. Cyclonus chose that moment to speak up.
“Sire?”
Rumble almost crossed his fingers. Not like the bluish jet needed help smooth-talking someone, but it wouldn’t hurt. He glanced at Scourge. He did have his fingers crossed, claws and all.
“Yes, Decepticon Cyclonus?” Metatisic asked.
“It does grow late.” The jet offered leadingly.
The Dourjer chuckled. “Ah, yes. You will forgive me. My mind has been greatly occupied. All three of you may go for the night.”
Cyclonus stopped. Rumble and Scourge did as well, mostly so they wouldn’t bump into him. He performed the great bow and they copied him. “Goodnight, m’lord.”
Metatisic gestured acceptance of the statement and fell into conversation with Shockwave as the two walked away. As soon as they turned the corner, the Cassetticon put his fists on his hips. He fixed a critical optic on the jet.
“Go? Go where?” Rumble demanded of Cyclonus.
The jet had an irritated expression on his face. “Calm down. I’m working on that.”
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CHAPTER 18: Autibet-Tari meryka urnebet
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Bractos - T2-17; soldier barracks - The Iysurus
It was a shameful thing to admit, but Coronach felt a sense of peace returning. He had almost lost his position, his life, his honor – perhaps even his very spark – but he felt as if he had done right. Everything would be better now. After he’d gathered himself from the floor, he’d made his way to the barracks hangar. He’d stood there for a few moments, gathering what he might say to Steelheart. He had no doubt she would be in billeting just outside. That was the only place she could have been taken.
Aubades interrupted his careful rumination, coming out of one of the rooms. He approached on light, almost nervous, feet.
“Commander?”
Coronach looked up. “Hmm?”
“I heard.” The white Herak’s apprehension was evident on his golden face.
“Ahh, yes.” Coronach vented a long sigh. He’d forgotten somewhere that the very walls of the Iysurus often had optics-- or at least audios. “All is well, Aubades.”
Grimacing, the blanched Seeker shook his head. “Not to contradict you, Commander, but I fear it isn’t. You see, my lady and myself were sitting there in the gable archway when she was brought in…”
Coronach’s entire focus fell on him. His tone was sharp. “What happened?”
“Not so much what happened as…” Aubades grimaced again. “She did not look well and what she said made no sense. Almost... crazy. I had to shield Lieden for fear that she would make trouble with your foreign girl- no matter how ill she might be. You know how my lady is.”
The Herak Commander nodded, distractedly. “Yes, I know how she is. Which door, Aubades?”
A golden hand indicated the room closest to the end, farthest from the entry. Probably done for security reasons, but Coronach hardly found it in himself to care. He left the flyer without a word and traveled the corridor to the doorway. He schooled himself for whatever he might find on the other side and only hoped she had not hurt herself. Opening the door, he was somewhat surprised.
It was dark.
He stepped through and waited for his optics to compensate.
Ah, there she was.
Steelheart sat facing the narrow window. Her hands kneaded each other-- pulling. The articulars had started to make noise with each movement. Her look was inward as much as it was out, blue optics almost as flat as the glaze on a tile.
Coronach stepped into the semi-darkened room, closing the door behind himself. “Am I allowed?”
“Does it matter?” Her voice was near lifeless. It bore the weight of things Coronach didn’t want to look at closely. All of them made him feel guilty.
He was Commander of His Master’s Herak, his mind insisted harshly. She should be pleased that he had come to assure her that if she was sold, she would be sold only to him and become a part of his household. He could not bring himself to do it. To look at Steelheart at the window, apathy radiating from her like heat off pavement, was not something he enjoyed. “It matters to me.” His voice was softer than he’d intended.
There was no reply. Servos wailed as she continued to pull at her hands.
Coronach crossed the floor silently and came to stand beside her. He looked out the small window. There wasn’t much of interest out there in the gathering dark. Just the city lights and spots of dark sky, neither of which she actually appeared to see. “Please stop. I don’t want you to harm yourself.”
Steelheart ceased all action. Her black hands fell open into her lap with a clank, but she didn’t reply.
“That wasn’t a command. I truly don’t want you to damage yourself.” He tried gently.
“We can’t have the property damagin isself, can we?”
He thought he imagined her reply-- it was so raspy. Just a ghost of a sound, really, but the words stung too much to have come from his own mind. He lowered his face. “Regardless of what you are, I’d prefer that Steelheart…” His voice drained to nothingness. What was he going to say? He wasn’t sure. Nothing he’d planned to say seemed to fit anymore. His frustration bubbled over. “Karna Above! Look at me when I’m talking to you!”
Her head turned mechanically, as she had been ordered. The optics that had sparkled at him so were flat now, almost gray. No longer did they glow with rainbows of blue fire.
“Why are you punishing me?!” He demanded.
“A slave obeys. She don’t ask no questions.” Steelheart said.
Coronach knelt at her side, still slightly taller than she was, even at this angle. “Stop this. You did not obey. You rebelled. You struck down those Quintessons. You led mechs across the deadliest of areas where even our trained warriors will not go… you--you…” Words failed him.
“Are a slave.” She finally met his optics with her own.
“You are Steelheart.” He corrected, framing her face with his hands. The contrast of his dark blue digits against her coralline metalipolymer was sharp. When he spoke he dared not utter anything louder than the faintest whisper: “Autibet-Tari meryka urnebet Coremethwe aub tib awn... awn.” [Steelheart is a spirited lady of joy and light and Coronach is greedy that her heart leap [again]… very greedy.---: He greatly wishes she’d perk up.] He grimaced when there was no flicker in her optics. No curiosity. No teasing. Flat blue nothingness in the coralline.
“A slave can’t follow yer directives if’n she can’t understand em.” She replied stonily.
Tracing out the lines of her face with careful fingers, he didn’t respond immediately. Nothing hurried him. Measuring and scanning, he was absolutely silent in his inspection and made his touch as light as a ribbon whispering. When an expression did faintly flicker over her face, it was one of discomfort and confusion. He spoke then, his hands falling away. “It was not a demand, Steelheart. It was an observation of my own weakness.” He smiled sadly. “Hence why it was so quiet.”
The transport looked down. “May thissun ask a question?”
Coronach almost slapped the berth in annoyance. “Yes. Yes, of course you can.” He wasn’t going to order her to speak in first person though. She had to cross that line herself.
“If’n the Dourjer sends the slaves back to the Masters, this one begs you destroy her.” A tear slipped down her face.
“What?!” Equal parts revulsion and shock made him recoil slightly. “What could make you crave death over punishment?”
Her lower lip trembled. “What thissun told ‘Libet is true, and she can’t do that no more. She don’t want to be a tool.” Shaking her head, Steelheart added. “And it won’t be punishment. They wouldn’t even mess with killin’ her. It’d be flat out torture or worse.”
Anger flooded Coronach. He was going to have a talk with Quodlibet, that was for certain, but now he had only assurance to offer Steelheart. “There will be no such thing, can I prevent it.”
Steelheart’s optics flicked to his. A grotesque sort of hope shone there. “You’ll kill me?”
There was no reply he could make. His emitter seemed not to be functioning. Lowering his face to her shoulder, he wrapped his arms around her. Optics closed, the blue Herak tried to make sense of all this. The last three astrocycles of his life had been pure insanity. First the strange Decepticons who looked so unlike anyone he’d ever seen, then the battle and the terrible fear that Metatisic had been struck down, and then these Cybertronians who were so very strange and yet so very similar. By far, she was the most confusing out of her lot. Particularly this hold he felt she had over him. Coronach didn’t bother to deny it now. It was there; a grip on his internals that he neither liked nor wished away. And he had risked so much for her ---his virtue, his position, his own life… Metatisic could have easily killed him for being so forward. Optics opened slowly:
“I could not harm you before. I could no more harm you now than I would cut off my own hand.”
“Com… Coronach?” She asked with just the catch of a sob in her voice, but she did not return his hold.
Suspicion clouded his mind. This Autobot asked so much --and still her feelings remained unclear. How could Steelheart turn her feelings on and off as if she had some sort of switch wired for them? It was completely unfair when his own rode him like an unruly crew of soldiers in his troop compartment, banging on the walls and making a mess of his internals. It infuriated him. How could a foreign slave girl do such things to the Leader of His Majesty’s Air Command? Shoving her away, Coronach said in near disgust, “You have defeated me.” He frowned in pain. “Truly your heart is made from steel.”
“B-but…” Steelheart’s optics grew large. “What did Ah do? Why are ya angry at me?”
“And still you play your strange games with me. Tell me --Do your people not experience love?” The blue Herak demanded.
“Of course we d…” she started, but did not finish.
“No! I do not think you do. You are passionless! You have neat little labeled boxes for your emotions, as if they are spare parts! They go in when they are inconvenient to you and come out when they are useful.” Coronach’s tone was angry. “You have certainly manipulated me more than once.”
Steelheart looked wounded. “Ah can’t believe you’re accusing me of not having any feelin’.” She bit her lip, then blurted. “Or manipulatin’ you! Primus! Ah wouldn’t do anythin like that.”
“You say one thing. Your actions speak differently.” He spat.
“What are you talking about?!” Steelheart screamed.
“You pretend not to know. So be it. I’ll reveal this little farce of yours since you seem so terribly interested in me doing so.” He gestured angrily at her. “You continue to feign interest in me to use me, but then -when I have tried to reciprocate- you do nothing! You may be able to do such things to the likes of Gridlock or Voyager-- but not to me. Decepticon circuits run hot… and I have finally lost my patience.”
“Ah never … Ah… couldn’t… Ah…” She was trying to speak, but he didn’t allow it.
Coronach snatched her up by the shoulders and gave her a vicious shake. “What is this? More lies? Are you going to cry again next? Yes, I see those little channels filling already. How tedious.” He threw her to the floor, turning away and making to rise.
“Ah-Ah didn’t know what to do.” Steelheart sobbed. “Ah… was too shy ta ask…”
The blue Herak paused. When he turned back, his mouth was a fierce line. His optics were narrow slits of fire as he loomed over her. “You think to mock me again.”
“No.” She wiped at her tears. “Ah ain’t never had anyone act like you done around me...”
Coronach could say nothing. It was only then he remembered Gridlock’s admission of forgetting her to be a femme. How any functioning male could manage that, he’d like to know. Then she touched his face. It was timorous. Karna, he didn’t think she had a timid circuit within her.
“D-don’t be angry with me,” Steelheart begged.
Clasping her hand in his, he pressed it to his cheekplate. His voice was desperate, “Please, Autibet-Tari. Meh sendhe. Meh sendhe, nedhes. Yemyhe thau en netyhe meh yhetemmu.” But it was not a command. If she could not understand it, it was not a command. [Don’t be afraid. Don’t be afraid, little one. Give air to the suffocating man. --: Be merciful or else I’ll die too.]
“There you go again, saying things Ah don’t understand in that purdy language of yers.” Her mouth pulled into a weak smile. Those blue optics were sad, but they were translucent with feeling again. Barely contained fear there cut at him.
Coronach leaned slowly, conquering the tiny space between them, and kissed her. This was an offering, not a taking. It was soft, hesitant, like an apology. When he pulled away to gage her reaction, he found her face damp with tears. “Shh…don’t cry.” Wiping them away just caused more. She bit her lip and the channels beneath her optics threatened to spill again. “Steelheart, please don’t cry.” He embraced her, tucking her helmet under his cheek. “Aub Autibet-Tari het Coremethwe… if you continue weeping, I’ll join you,” the navy seeker teased gently. [the heart of ‘she whose heart is made to leap- strong and reflective’ is the home of ‘lamentation song of the soul’--: Her pain hurts him just as badly as if it were his own.]
“Ah’m frightened.”
“I know you are… and I haven’t alleviated that much,” Coronach replied in a rueful tone. “But I have faith in His Majesty. All will be well.”
She put a hand on his arm. It hesitantly turned into an answering embrace. “But what if it ain’t?”
The blue Herak grimaced, though his tone when he spoke was teasing. “Then you shall have full license to hail curses upon me and throw things at me and strike me until I am covered in dents. And then, I’ll wail and sigh that I was wrong and beg your forgiveness on my knees.”
“Oh, Ah’d never do somethin like that to you.”
Her quick reply made Coronach smile. “I know that.” He placed a kiss on the crest of her black helm. “Perhaps now you will rest more easily? There is much to be done tomorrow.”
“There’s no lock on the door,” Steelheart said.
Apparently she’d seen Voyager be dragged off by Twenty-Five, Six and Four. That had aggravated him profoundly as well. He suspected it had been done on purpose. Perhaps further machinations to discover if Voyager was hiding anything. There was a greater meaning though. The unspoken part about Cybertronian males not being as aggressive as those of his own kind was not lost on Coronach, especially not after his own display. “I’ll post a trustworthy guard. I would send Quodlibet, but he sits even now with Canticle. Blázon or Carillon must do. You met them today, remember?”
She nodded.
“Good. And neither will mind if you check on them if you start awake.” Coronach’s hold tightened for a moment, then released. He stood. “Rest well. No nightmares. I forbid it.”
“C-can’t you stay?”
Everything seemed to stop. Coronach looked down at her, but found no coquettish guile in her face. Her sky-blue optics glittered with dew and her coralline cheeks were still damp with silvery traceries. She didn’t mean anything more than watching her while she recharged or sleeping on the bench near the door. He forced himself to go before he consciously considered taking her up on the offer; regardless of the way she meant it. Only just as he left did he allow himself to pause. “Forgive me, Steelheart, but I cannot. If I stayed, there would be no sleeping going on.”
Then the Herak was gone and the door closed behind him.